Trial of Faith

oh family!
what a week i have had! Lets just say i have had a trial of my faith and have been pouring out my soul and the Lord has delivered me from bondage! I will tell you about it later. like in a year from now...but basicly i just want you to know my fire is burning bright again and the Lord has restored to me my determination and drive and i am ready to work harder then i have ever worked before! I am so grateful for my Heavenly Father who is molding me....and yes it hurts but my motto is "come what may and love it!" The "refiners fire" has a whole different meaning to me now....and yes i am probably being over dramatic like i sometimes am but i just had this major pardigm shift! So i feel so happy right now! I dont know how i lost it but now that i have it back its amazing and wonderful! So wow.. the things i am learning..... well a short sum up of the week...we were an assistant to helping an escape convict...saddest thing i have ever seen....please NO one do drugs! and anyway as missionaries were not allowed to turn people in....but God loves her so much that he let her learn about how she can find peace from missionaries......but the drugs have a hold of her....she was so hooked she was drinking weed shaken up in her milk..... and yes i do know what weed smells like....i found that out the first week of my mission..ha ha ..anyway the world does not have happiness to offer....only captivity...hold to the rod! I dont have time to tell anything else....sorry so short!
Love you all! Love, sister flake